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Invisible Winter

by Trivial Shields

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1.
Stitches 03:37
Everyday it starts the same you give it up to icons captive in their glowing hues Taking pains to rearrange your daily habits stifle but you were born here bound to youth so you sit... Looking out from this room I see the sunlight pouring in broken hues inviting me outside But I sit in this chair as if my hands were tied fixed upon focal snares I'm lost to this hive mind Never free, never free I've traded rain for clouds never free, slowly bleed and desperately try to untie Everyday it starts the same you give it up to icons but still obstruct the blame that's due What's the difference all the same? they're standing here before us, we've always needed drama to... Pull us down steal our crowns surrendering birthrights draw us into a room where spectacles entice Trick us with surgery implanted with strong lies always stitching up the wounds to tell us we'll heal fine
2.
Renunciation 03:25
I'm past the point of pain conversations never change all of these hours evading truth I've passed the point of pain the longing still remains cloaked like a flower forbidden It takes me back to you slowly just to take it back any price I would pay It takes me back to you holding every last confession now yours to claim This is my renunciation of everything A child's final remission of guilt and shame You've put it all in place conversations never change these hidden hours hang like a noose You've put it all in place the longing like a chain inciting my worst now uncovered It takes me back to you slowly just to take it back any price I would pay takes me back to you holding every last confession now yours to claim This is my renunciation of everything A child's final remission of guilt and shame
3.
No I don't mind if you wanna kiss another man Take your time of all guilt let go A jealous guy I never saw myself take that stance My lust for life hangs no moral rope So you can run down every fool confuse em with your foreign rules I don't really need to prove my love or know the truth Another night staring in a glaze at this screen It's hard to fight all the pixels move so slow We can't lock eyes so I know this love's not a game But what's the point of all this play and no clear goal And freedom's just a way to say I'm still a child who can't behave your only choice to look away cause I can't exercise restraint And I'll keep running like a fool confuse them with my foreign ruse another bed is all the proof that I'm not good enough for you But maybe that's just my own tool deceptive narratives abused cause you don't really need to prove your love or know the truth
4.
Offering 03:57
(I went as far as I could take, and didn't think that I'd return) "Wait for the first opening Pull out everything Take time approaching towards the flame Give yourself as offering" Both eyes closed shadow patterns dance the sting of years begins to dull Float between the vail of flesh and grace relinquishing all that's known If it takes me completely to you I would say Wait for the first opening Pull out everything Take time approaching towards the flame Give yourself as offering Red gloves pulled up above the wrists grasping forward but miss Loss and gain - the numbers flash their claims flood then drain, erased If they take me completely to you I would say
5.
Camelot 05:00
Could've swore the other day I saw you from a distance by the lake Betraying strides, you can't defend you're shuffling in rhythms to keep me out of step They keep me out of step you keep me out of step Take my hand or lead If you look me in the eyes and say everything I live for is better because you stayed I could just go walk off of this stage retire every role discarding broken fantasies I don't need to stow I regret how we played stubborn and persistent a gamblers game should've chose the odds to weigh but followed intuition I was led astray still was led astray Take my hand or lead If you look me in the eyes and say everything I live for is better because you stayed I could just go walk off of this stage retire every role discarding broken fantasies I don't need to stow

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Written, "Produced, Mixed and Recorded" etc by Christian Carpenter

Oct/Nov 2012 in Oakland, CA

Additional Production by Emil Hewitt

Mastered by Bijan Sharifi

Thank you to Henry Nagle, Cochrane McMillan, Stephen Jarvis, Anthony Ferraro, Matthew Smith and anyone else that lent me their gear

Endless love to Aaron Gold, Derek Barber, Mark Clifford and the East Bay music scene

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released November 26, 2013

Christian Carpenter - bass, vocals, guitars, banjo, synth/keys, drum programming, percussion etc...

Emil Hewitt - electric & acoustic guitar (all the pretty moves), banjo, verse bass on Renunciation

Derek Barber - electric guitar on Offering

Aaron Gold - live drums on Camelot

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"For all the lasts will surely yield, while withering fast the trivial shields"

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